My beloved Toma girl passed away 1 week ago today. She was 15 yrs & 4
months old.
On Dec.15th, 2006, at 3:45 PM, my beloved Toma girl was put to sleep while
I gently held her still. She passed after her long 2 year battle with CRF -
kidney failure. She was very ill for the last week of her life - it was
horrible. As she passed my face was pressed into her furry side as I calmly
said over &
over again that I love her as Mike, our Vet, gave her the shot that ended
her suffering. We had the Vet come out to our home to do it. I felt her life
leave her body & I will never forget how that felt. My heart is so
damaged that I am unable to continue on. I have been through many losses
but - this loss is so much worse - there are no words for this pain. I just
can't cope with it & I do believe that I am at my limits. I simply
can't go on without her. My God - she's been my constant companion since she
was born on Aug. 31st, 1991. She is woven into the tapestry of my world - my
life.:-(
Below is the link to Toma's web page:..............>^.,.^<
http://showcase.netins.net/web/motherearthfathersky/toma8k.html
Thanks for listening.... Kathy (Hantayo) & Toma girl (in spirit)