Hey, sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been busy and haven't really
been encouraged to post this. After not seeing OneEye in a few weeks
and fearing the worst, I finally saw her a few weeks ago. I had no trap
available to me. She was not very energetic and she looked terrible. So
I took a leap of faith. I grabbed a towel out of my pickup, put on some
work gloves, and simply walked over and picked her up. She put up
almost no protest. I had a box available, so I put her in and brought
her to the vet.
Turns out the missing eye wasn't the result of an injury at all. It was
cancer. There was simply no chance. This one bothered me more than the
other kitty I had to have put down. It really sucked.
She was actually the fourfth cat I caught. One other was put down, and
two were treated and released. My main focus is now to keep my eye on
these two and see if their health declines. Since they were released
before One-Eye was caught, no one can be sure if they also have cancer.
I realize it probably isn't contagious, but I wonder if there is
something these cats are doing that's giving it to them. Could it be
hereditary?
I will keep feeding them and monitoring them. They have separate
shelters. Unfortunately, they appear to be rivals. I have never seen
them together. And they have both lost companions. I don't imagine they
will suddenly start liking each other.
Again, I apologize for not updating in so long. I want to thank those
of you who encouraged me and gave me advice and insight. I really
wanted to save One Eye. Unfortunately, dispite my enthusiasm,
determination, and best efforts, I failed her.
Carl
kaeli - 09 Dec 2004 19:04 GMT
> Again, I apologize for not updating in so long. I want to thank those
> of you who encouraged me and gave me advice and insight. I really
> wanted to save One Eye. Unfortunately, dispite my enthusiasm,
> determination, and best efforts, I failed her.
Aw, I'm sorry to hear that.
But I don't think you failed her. Cancer is expensive to treat and often
kills despite treatment. I think you saved her from a final few days, maybe
even weeks, of pain and suffering.
I hope the others are doing as well as they can, considering.

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Gail - 09 Dec 2004 19:40 GMT
Thank you for updating us. I'm sorry that this happened.
Gail
> Hey, sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been busy and haven't really
> been encouraged to post this. After not seeing OneEye in a few weeks
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> Carl
Marievulsion - 09 Dec 2004 21:09 GMT
>Unfortunately, dispite my enthusiasm,
>determination, and best efforts, I failed her.
How great of you to try though. I'm sorry it turned out this way.
Monique Y. Mudama - 09 Dec 2004 22:03 GMT
> Again, I apologize for not updating in so long. I want to thank those of you
> who encouraged me and gave me advice and insight. I really wanted to save
> One Eye. Unfortunately, dispite my enthusiasm, determination, and best
> efforts, I failed her.
I don't think you failed her. If we were all afraid of that sort of
"failure," we'd never try anything at all. I'm glad that you tried, even if
it didn't work out.

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~*Connie*~ - 10 Dec 2004 00:08 GMT
my sincere condolences. it is never easy.
> Hey, sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been busy and haven't really
> been encouraged to post this. After not seeing OneEye in a few weeks
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> Carl
robxr4ti@nowhere.com - 10 Dec 2004 00:36 GMT
>Again, I apologize for not updating in so long. I want to thank those
>of you who encouraged me and gave me advice and insight. I really
>wanted to save One Eye. Unfortunately, dispite my enthusiasm,
>determination, and best efforts, I failed her.
>
>Carl
I've followed your story with much interest. I'm so sorry the outcome
was what it was. Please don't feel as though you failed her. I think
you've done all you could and gone the extra mile. In the end, you
really helped her. I hope everything works out with the other
kitties. Please let us know.
Rob
MacCandace - 10 Dec 2004 04:40 GMT
<< Turns out the missing eye wasn't the result of an injury at all. It was
cancer. There was simply no chance. >>
I've wondered about her so often. I think you did the right thing. Her end
would not have been a pleasant one if you had left it up to nature. The fact
that she did not put up a fight seems to indicate that she wasn't feeling very
well and it would have only gotten worse. I'm sure that she knows now, where
she is, that you cared about her and tried to help her. It's too bad it had to
turn out this way but you did all you could and prevented her from having a bad
death.
Candace
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Betsy - 10 Dec 2004 04:51 GMT
Thanks for trying so hard. I've got a rescue in my lap as we speak.
As far as cancer goes, sure it's hereditary (at least the proclivity towards
it). And those cats are probably quite inbred. I'd be more concerned about
environmental toxins, though. Anything affecting the cats could also be
affecting your family! So I hope you continue to sleuth.
The kitty was so fortunate to find you.
> Hey, sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been busy and haven't really
> been encouraged to post this. After not seeing OneEye in a few weeks
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> Carl
svendlho@aol.com - 10 Dec 2004 14:12 GMT
> Thanks for trying so hard. I've got a rescue in my lap as we speak.
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> The kitty was so fortunate to find you.
Thanks for your kind words. These are actually feral cats outside of my
workplace, so my family, and my cats would not be at risk. The area is
nestled between a retail strip and a suburban area, and their main area
has railroad tracks running through them. They drink rain water from
puddles in parking lots and I'm sure whatever else they can find and
have access to dumpsters to eat out of, despite the food and fresh
water that's put out for them. I'm sure there's no way to keep them
from eating and drinking this potentially harmful stuff. Also, they are
all white (it was four, now two) two were bright white, two kind of a
dull white, but I'm sure they're related in some way, so it could well
be heriditary.
Carl
> > Hey, sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been busy and haven't really
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Darmok - 10 Dec 2004 11:17 GMT
>Hey, sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been busy and haven't really
>been encouraged to post this. After not seeing OneEye in a few weeks
Carl,
My eyes filled as I read your post, and those that followed. I think
all of us here know how you must feel. Please don't feel as though
you failed her. You did, after all, try, and as someone else
mentioned, probably saved her from the final days of pain and
suffering. She and all the other kitties you have cared for will be
there for you when it is your time to cross the Rainbow Bridge. You
will be smothered in a million kitty kisses.
Thank you for being there for all those kitties. You are a very
special person, for sure.
Bill
Phil P. - 10 Dec 2004 14:38 GMT
> Hey, sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been busy and haven't really
> been encouraged to post this. After not seeing OneEye in a few weeks
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> wanted to save One Eye. Unfortunately, dispite my enthusiasm,
> determination, and best efforts, I failed her.
You certainly didn't fail her; you spared her a miserable death. Even if
you got to sooner, it wouldn't have changed the outcome.
The hardest fact you must learn to live with is that you can't save them
all. Be thankful for the ones you do. Whether you realize it or not, you
*did* help all four of them.
Two cats from the same area with cancer makes me suspicious of a common
source. Are there any factories or chemical plants in the area? Take a
ride around the area and look for possible sources.
The cold whether is setting in so you might want to line the shelters with
space blankets - they only cost $2-3 a piece. Here's what they look like:
http://www.maxshouse.com/misc/spaceblankets.JPG
Don't be so hard on yourself, you did the right thing and the best thing for
her.
Phil
svendlho@aol.com - 10 Dec 2004 14:47 GMT
> > Hey, sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been busy and haven't really
> > been encouraged to post this. After not seeing OneEye in a few weeks
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> source. Are there any factories or chemical plants in the area? Take a
> ride around the area and look for possible sources.
No factories around. But I've seen them drinking from puddles in
parking lots, that's basically like drinking motor oil. There are small
office buildings, a closed down supermarket, the vets office, a funeral
parlor, and farther away, a school, some restaraunts, a dry cleaners,
everything you'd expect on a retail strip.
> The cold whether is setting in so you might want to line the shelters with
> space blankets - they only cost $2-3 a piece. Here's what they look like:
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> Phil
Rhonda - 11 Dec 2004 04:14 GMT
Carl, you didn't fail her. It sounds like she'd been sick for a very
long time.
One oncologist vet told me that the cancer humans get is normally the
slow-growing type, but the cancer animals get is usually the
fast-growing. I think this would have had to have been caught awhile
ago, before you had even seen her, to have helped her. Even at that,
it's tough to save them. We've lost one cat and one rabbit to cancer, by
the time we found the tiniest bump -- it was all through their blood.
You were very brave to give one-eye some peace.
Take care,
Rhonda
> Hey, sorry I haven't posted in a while. Been busy and haven't really
> been encouraged to post this. After not seeing OneEye in a few weeks
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> Carl