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The sad tale of Fluffy Skye
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Luramao - 29 Sep 2004 01:51 GMT Sometimes you think things are bad, it seems like there's always somebody whose circumstances are worse. I have this poor little cat that I think has had such a sad life....
And now, instead of finally having some good times in her life, she's gonna die.
I added a new cat to our family last year. I stopped by the local county pound (killer place) in mid April and saw a very pretty Balinese (long haired Siamese, not Himilayan). I wanted to get her, but a tag on her cage said she was already spoken for....
She had been found as a stray and had been picked up in March, and as this is upstate NY, she must've been outside, lost, in some pretty cold weather, even if she was only lost for a few weeks - and it could have been more, as she was just skin and bones.
I went back 2 or 3 weeks later, and surprisingly she was still there; the people never came to get her. Perhaps because she was so skinny and was sickly looking, with crusted eyes, and limped.
So, I said I wanted her. She had to stay in that awful place another week tho (all the barking dogs were on the other side of the wall her cage was on, and she was clearly terrified), because they dont release animals without rabies shots (which I really didnt want her to get, but had no choice)
I finally got her on Memorial Day weekend, 2003. Since I had other cats at home, I immediately took her to my vet to be tested for AIDS and leukemia, which were negative.
So I took her home to meet the family.
Then, we found out the limping was caused by 'soft paw' or 'soft pad' disorder, which my vet says is something Siamese type cats can get when they are very stressed. Basically, her front paws - which the previous owner had had declawed (and she was found as a STRAY??? a declawed cat should never be outside on its own!) - anyway, her front paw pads were just like mush and very soft, and it obviously hurt her to put weight on them or walk.
A steroid shot only helped marginally.
So, for months, we kept fed her to put the weight on, and kept her de-stressed and waited for the soft pad/pad thing to go away, which it finally did.
But, she was about 1 to 1 1/2 yrs old when I got her, and she sure had a lousy kittenhood and teenage experience. Being declawed, getting lost in upstate NY winter, spending weeks in a pound. And, even when I gave her a good home, she still couldnt play and race around like a normal young cat due to her paws.
Finally, this spring, she was pretty much normal. She had put weight on and her paws finally firmed up. She was a beautiful cat, a long haired blue point (hence the name Fluffy Skye) and soooo friendly.
Then, during a hot spell in late July, she seemed to go off her food. I clipped some of her luxurient fur so she'd be cooler, and changed food offerings and she seemed to perk up.
But, then a couple of weeks ago she lost appetite again. Again, I tried a different food, but she seemed to slowly be losing weight. But she had always been a picky eater....... Finally, I ended up getting her baby food, which she ate.
I thought maybe she had a tooth problem due to the refusal to eat solid food, and planned to take her to the vet this weekend.
But then for the last 2 days she stopped eating at all. So, I coaxed her to lick baby food off a spoon.
But this morning, she vomited it all up, and 'vanished.
I was going to take her in to the vet immediately but after cleaning up the mess, I couldnt find her.
Amazingly, two of my other cats seemed to realize I I needed to find her. "Itty Bitty Kitty" went to the sick cat's favorite hiding place, under the cat's-only chaise, and appeared to be looking for her. Then, when I went into another room, "Mushroom" walked deliberately over to the entertainment center and turned and LOOKED AT ME. I went over there and there was Fluffy, wedged in behind the furniture and the wall.
I am absolutely convinced those two cats were indeed trying to find Fluffy for me.
So, anyway, I took her to the vet, where an awful diagnosis came back - severe renal failure. "Its too far gone for us to really do anything at this point." BUN 135, creatinine over 100. BUT SHE'S ONLY NO MORE THAN 3 YEARS OLD.
The vet said either she got into something she shouldn't have or its genetic. I dont think she ever got into anything bad, I dont know of anything she could have gotten into, plus what I now see as the gradual onset, leads me to think its genetic.
The vet showed me how to give subcutaneous fluid, and advised to keep feeding the baby food.
Vet said there's no way of knowing if the fluids would extend her life by a couple of weeks, or maybe even months, but........
It seems so unfair. This poor kitty's life has been such an unpleasant burden for so much of her time here on earth.....
I just want to scream. But I'll write her sad story instead.......
Lura
Mary - 29 Sep 2004 03:12 GMT >It seems so unfair. This poor kitty's life has been such an unpleasant >burden for so much of her time here on earth..... > >I just want to scream. But I'll write her sad story instead....... Wow, she sure has had a time of things, you too. How frustrating and saddening. At least she is in a warm and loving place. Thanks so much for caring for her.
MacCandace - 29 Sep 2004 03:25 GMT << It seems so unfair. This poor kitty's life has been such an unpleasant burden for so much of her time here on earth.....
I just want to scream. But I'll write her sad story instead....... >>
I'm very sorry, it's just not fair. Maybe something on Helen's website can help her.
http://www.felinecrf.org/
Candace (take the litter out before replying by e-mail)
See my cats: http://photos.yahoo.com/maccandace
"One does not meet oneself until one catches the reflection from an eye other than human." (Loren Eisely)
Karen - 29 Sep 2004 04:51 GMT > Sometimes you think things are bad, it seems like there's always > somebody whose circumstances are worse. I have this poor little cat [quoted text clipped - 105 lines] > > Lura It is sad, but it is happy too. She has a home, instead of a cage; love instead of coldness, help instead of hurt. Comfort instead of starvation. Many good wishes.
Mary - 29 Sep 2004 04:20 GMT > > Sometimes you think things are bad, it seems like there's always > > somebody whose circumstances are worse. I have this poor little cat [quoted text clipped - 109 lines] > instead of coldness, help instead of hurt. Comfort instead of starvation. > Many good wishes. Beautifully put, Karen.
-L. : - 29 Sep 2004 08:33 GMT > Sometimes you think things are bad, it seems like there's always > somebody whose circumstances are worse. I have this poor little cat > that I think has had such a sad life.... She has had some wonderful times in a home with humans who loved her. Take comfort in knowing you have eased her pain, if only for a short while, relatively speaking. When it is time, let her go in peace, and know it is the most loving thing you can do for her.
Bless your heart for loving this little one,
-L.
Rene - 29 Sep 2004 14:11 GMT > Sometimes you think things are bad, it seems like there's always > somebody whose circumstances are worse. I have this poor little cat > that I think has had such a sad life.... > > And now, instead of finally having some good times in her life, she's > gonna die. Lura,
I am so sorry to read about Fluffy Skye (beautiful name, BTW). You've rescued her and given her a happy life in the short time you've had her. Please enjoy the remaining time you have with her. She sounds like a special girl.
Rene
kaeli - 29 Sep 2004 16:18 GMT > I just want to scream. But I'll write her sad story instead....... > > Lura So sorry to hear about this poor kitty. At least she had some time with someone who loved her. I lost one of my babies to what the vet said was congenital kidney disease. She was only 4. It's really hard losing them when they're so young. Purrs to you both from me and mine.
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Luvskats00 - 29 Sep 2004 17:15 GMT I'm so sorry to hear about your young cat. What a sad tale. If the poor cat is in pain, do the brave thing..the kind thing. Let her be free from the pain. You did a very good thing - providing her with a loving home...tender lovin' care. She had a hard life before you found her. My best thoughts and prayers for both of you.
Luramao - 30 Sep 2004 03:38 GMT Thanks, everybody, for all the kind thoughts and suggestions. I did my first subQ fluid drip for her today; got it done and there were no major problems. Managed to get a small amount of baby food into her, but more importantly, she's resting comfortably, and purring when I tell her how special she is and stroke her. She knows she is loved....
Luramao - 02 Oct 2004 03:09 GMT She's gone.
Three and a half days from diagnosis til her death.
And she was only 3 years old. She never really had a chance to "Live".
She'd had a horrid life, but I just assumed that now that I had her, we'd have 15 or so more years, during which I could treat her as wonderfully as she deserved. She was such a sweet, wonderul kitty.
I just dont know how such a sweetheart could end up living such a rotten life, and to end up being cut down at merely 3 years old
The subQ's seemed to be going ok the 3 days I gave them to her. And, she was up and down, so far as her condition, but I so much was hoping we could somehow get thru this, or at least give her some time. But it was not to be.
This afternoon, around 4 pm, she began intermittently crying out and moaning, and also seemed like she was no longer able to stand. I watched her closely, hoping it was something temporary. My regular vet closes at 5:30, and I delayed, wanting to make absolutely certain, before taking her to be put to sleep. But she did not improve. And, she was suffering. The time had come, and I didnt want to have her suffer thru the night til my regular vet opened up at 8 am tomorrow, so I gathered her up - she was lying in a kitty basket on a soft, thick pillow, and drove the 30 miles or so to the nearest animal emergency clinic.
She seemed to quiet down, and just rest during the drive, and I began to doubt again if I was doing the right thing. I stopped before we pulled into the parking lot just to see how she was, but the crying and moaning started up again........so......
I'd been to one animal ER clinic before, and it was not a pleasant experience, with a long wait, and lots of barking dogs also. But this time, when I walked in carrying the kitty basket, I couldn't stop the tears from coming. I walked up to the counter and the lady there saw Fluffy Skye and said "...oh dear, looks like somebody just died". Amidst a flood of tears, I said, no, she was here to be put to sleep.
So, instead of making me and Fluffy Skye wait in the waiting room, they put us immediately into an exam room. The vet tech came right away, followed soon thereafter by the veterinarian. They took a rectal temperature, which was, I think, 90, but it was way below what is normal, and means she was already on her way out. And, her heartbeat, instead of a normal 180-190, was only 120. Her circulatory system was shutting down. I'm so glad they checked her vitals and told me that, information, because now I'll Know she was in fact dying, and I wont have second-guessing thoughts, wondering if she could have rallied, or wondering if I'd "killed her" rather than just ending her suffering.
I cannot say enough how understanding and caring the people at the clinic were. I guess they get a lot of animals die there, and probably a lot are euthanized there too, but I'm glad it happened there with such kind people doing it.
This is the first cat I've had put to sleep.
Of course I couldnt read her mind or feel her feelings, but from what I observed, it wasn't bad at all, as a way of easing her out of this world without any further suffering. Especially as she was dying anyway.
They quickly shaved a back leg. The vet injected the needle while I stroked her side and the tech stroked her head, and everybody talked reassuringly to her. She protested a bit when the needle went in, but other than that, the whole thing seemed painless and non-traumatic for her.
She was lying on the pillow. The vet told me they were ready, and asked me if I needed any time; I said no, that she was suffering and lets get it done as soon as possible. The vet then told me that first an anesthetic would be injected, so that she would feel nothing, and then, the lethal drug. We continued talking to her and stroking her, and after what seemed like a very short interval, the vet took the needle out of her leg. I said "is that it? Is it already in her?" and she said yes, although because her circulatory system was depressed, it might take a little longer than normal, and that sometimes there is a bit of stiffening in the legs or a "hiccup" breath after the actual death, but that she would already be gone at that point, so not to be alarmed.
I continued talking to her and petting her, briefly, and she just quietly passed over to the rainbow bridge. It really was just like she simply went to sleep, other than that her eyes remained open. There was no dramatic instant of knowing she was gone, no struggle, no pain nor trauma for her. She was just resting quietly, and then at some indeterminable point, she breathed no more, and her eyes were dilated and unresponsive. It was a very smooth, seamless passage from life to afterlife.
It was around 7:30 or 8 pm. .....she was diagnosed with kidney failure this past Tuesday...... and now its all over, already. Too soon, much too soon.
But, goodbye Fluffy Skye.....you are in a better place now. I wish I could have given you the wonderful life you deserved, and which I was planning for us, but, now you will at last find happiness - in your Forever, "forever home."
Lura
Mary - 02 Oct 2004 04:14 GMT > She's gone. > > Three and a half days from diagnosis til her death. I'm so sorry. I know how much this hurts.
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> I cannot say enough how understanding and caring the people at the clinic were. I guess they get a lot of animals die there, and probably a lot are euthanized there too, but I'm glad it happened there with such kind people doing it.
This really does make a world of difference, and I hope you will use this vet always.
> This is the first cat I've had put to sleep. > > Of course I couldnt read her mind or feel her feelings, but from what I observed, it wasn't bad at all, as a way of easing her out of this world without any further suffering. Especially as she was dying anyway.
> They quickly shaved a back leg. The vet injected the needle while I stroked her side and the tech stroked her head, and everybody talked reassuringly to her. She protested a bit when the needle went in, but other than that, the whole thing seemed painless and non-traumatic for her.
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> I continued talking to her and petting her, briefly, and she just quietly passed over to the rainbow bridge. It really was just like she simply went to sleep, other than that her eyes remained open. There was no dramatic instant of knowing she was gone, no struggle, no pain nor
> trauma for her. She was just resting quietly, and then at some indeterminable point, she breathed no more, and her eyes were dilated and unresponsive. It was a very smooth, seamless passage from life to afterlife.
What you have described is just as it was for my cat--gentle and merciful--perhaps you see now why that other method so disturbed me.
> But, goodbye Fluffy Skye.....you are in a better place now. I wish I could have given you the wonderful life you deserved, and which I was planning for us, but, now you will at last find happiness - in your
> Forever, "forever home." Lura, you gave her the very best care and in the end, the greatest gift--release from suffering. I hope your heart heals soon.
Karen Chuplis - 02 Oct 2004 06:05 GMT > But, goodbye Fluffy Skye.....you are in a better place now. I wish I > could have given you the wonderful life you deserved, and which I was > planning for us, but, now you will at last find happiness - in your > Forever, "forever home." > > Lura I am just so sorry.
MacCandace - 02 Oct 2004 06:22 GMT << But, goodbye Fluffy Skye.....you are in a better place now. I wish I could have given you the wonderful life you deserved, and which I was planning for us, but, now you will at last find happiness - in your Forever, "forever home."
Lura >>
I'm sorry, you did the right thing. And she knew she was loved even though it wasn't long enough for you.
Candace (take the litter out before replying by e-mail)
See my cats: http://photos.yahoo.com/maccandace
"One does not meet oneself until one catches the reflection from an eye other than human." (Loren Eisely)
mlbriggs - 02 Oct 2004 06:22 GMT > She's gone. > [quoted text clipped - 98 lines] > > Lura """"""...Rise up slowly, Angel. It's hard to let you go...: Sincere condolences. MLB
Mimi Yeung - 02 Oct 2004 10:09 GMT The sadness I felt when reading this story will probably linger on for a while. I can't even imagine how heart-wrenching this whole thing is for you. Just wanna let you know that there is one more soul in the world that senses your pain and wishes you could get over it soon. I am sure there are many kitties' mums and dads out there who feel the same.
And thanks very much for making the feline friend's miserable life much less miserable.
> She's gone. > > Three and a half days from diagnosis til her death. > > And she was only 3 years old. She never really had a chance to "Live". > > She'd had a horrid life, but I just assumed that now that I had her, > we'd have 15 or so more years, during which I could treat her as > wonderfully as she deserved. She was such a sweet, wonderul kitty. > > I just dont know how such a sweetheart could end up living such a rotten > life, and to end up being cut down at merely 3 years old > > The subQ's seemed to be going ok the 3 days I gave them to her. And, > she was up and down, so far as her condition, but I so much was hoping > we could somehow get thru this, or at least give her some time. But it > was not to be. > > This afternoon, around 4 pm, she began intermittently crying out and > moaning, and also seemed like she was no longer able to stand. I > watched her closely, hoping it was something temporary. My regular vet > closes at 5:30, and I delayed, wanting to make absolutely certain, > before taking her to be put to sleep. But she did not improve. And, > she was suffering. The time had come, and I didnt want to have her > suffer thru the night til my regular vet opened up at 8 am tomorrow, so > I gathered her up - she was lying in a kitty basket on a soft, thick > pillow, and drove the 30 miles or so to the nearest animal emergency > clinic. > > She seemed to quiet down, and just rest during the drive, and I began to > doubt again if I was doing the right thing. I stopped before we pulled > into the parking lot just to see how she was, but the crying and moaning > started up again........so...... > > I'd been to one animal ER clinic before, and it was not a pleasant > experience, with a long wait, and lots of barking dogs also. But this > time, when I walked in carrying the kitty basket, I couldn't stop the > tears from coming. I walked up to the counter and the lady there saw > Fluffy Skye and said "...oh dear, looks like somebody just died". > Amidst a flood of tears, I said, no, she was here to be put to sleep. > > So, instead of making me and Fluffy Skye wait in the waiting room, they > put us immediately into an exam room. The vet tech came right away, > followed soon thereafter by the veterinarian. > They took a rectal temperature, which was, I think, 90, but it was way > below what is normal, and means she was already on her way out. And, > her heartbeat, instead of a normal 180-190, was only 120. Her > circulatory system was shutting down. I'm so glad they checked her > vitals and told me that, information, because now I'll Know she was in > fact dying, and I wont have second-guessing thoughts, wondering if she > could have rallied, or wondering if I'd "killed her" rather than just > ending her suffering. > > I cannot say enough how understanding and caring the people at the > clinic were. I guess they get a lot of animals die there, and probably > a lot are euthanized there too, but I'm glad it happened there with such > kind people doing it. > > This is the first cat I've had put to sleep. > > Of course I couldnt read her mind or feel her feelings, but from what I > observed, it wasn't bad at all, as a way of easing her out of this world > without any further suffering. Especially as she was dying anyway. > > They quickly shaved a back leg. The vet injected the needle while I > stroked her side and the tech stroked her head, and everybody talked > reassuringly to her. She protested a bit when the needle went in, but > other than that, the whole thing seemed painless and non-traumatic for > her. > > She was lying on the pillow. The vet told me they were ready, and > asked me if I needed any time; I said no, that she was suffering and > lets get it done as soon as possible. The vet then told me that first > an anesthetic would be injected, so that she would feel nothing, and > then, the lethal drug. We continued talking to her and stroking her, > and after what seemed like a very short interval, the vet took the > needle out of her leg. I said "is that it? Is it already in her?" and > she said yes, although because her circulatory system was depressed, it > might take a little longer than normal, and that sometimes there is a > bit of stiffening in the legs or a "hiccup" breath after the actual > death, but that she would already be gone at that point, so not to be > alarmed. > > I continued talking to her and petting her, briefly, and she just > quietly passed over to the rainbow bridge. It really was just like she > simply went to sleep, other than that her eyes remained open. There was > no dramatic instant of knowing she was gone, no struggle, no pain nor > trauma for her. She was just resting quietly, and then at some > indeterminable point, she breathed no more, and her eyes were dilated > and unresponsive. It was a very smooth, seamless passage from life to > afterlife. > > It was around 7:30 or 8 pm. .....she was diagnosed with kidney failure > this past Tuesday...... and now its all over, already. Too soon, > much too soon. > > But, goodbye Fluffy Skye.....you are in a better place now. I wish I > could have given you the wonderful life you deserved, and which I was > planning for us, but, now you will at last find happiness - in your > Forever, "forever home." > > Lura
Linda E - 04 Oct 2004 00:45 GMT I am sooo sorry for your loss...... Linda E.
> She's gone. > [quoted text clipped - 98 lines] > > Lura
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