here's the difference tween you an me, I know how to get a job done,
you sit back and worry what people will think of you, that's the
difference

there is no shame in my game, you think too much
you bawl up and blow a fuse too much

<handing -L. a big fresh bag of buttered popcorn, and a icy cold coke>

you sure bout that

<here -L. come in, sit>

if you was laying under a storage building, almost dead from the cold
and hunger....
you would say thank you Barry for the meow mix.

do you teach your baby boy to be shallow like this?

is quality of life really a matter of money or doing the right thing?

the right thing is, buy what you can afford, f.ck what people think of
you

I waited tables for 6 years, doing fine dining.. private owned stuff..
no corporate crap holes...

The thing I enjoyed most about my job was being happy in the midst of
all the richness.
big cars, big dinners, 100.00 bottles of wine... the marriages the
children the inheritances...
HAVING GOOD SENSE and actually someone I would like to know or meet or
would entertain... I don't know any oil tycoons or big billion dollar
business men..

the men and women that I know who are filthy rich are as NUTS as I am
they get me! I say the same things to everybody.. almost.. sometimes I
won't pull out any big words around someone uneducated...(if I know any
big words)

I don't differentiate between the rich or the poor, I am all things to
all people

quality of life, making a difference, leaving a legacy behind us.. has
nothing to do with appearances.. of life.. the shell of life. it is
about doing the right thing and right is right.

I was happy in the midst of richness because I feel rich on the inside.
having enough food clothes shelter and worries for the day is enough
for one day

i've had all sorts of people give into my bosom.
money, cars, land, houses, women, workers, studio equipment, software,
love, rebuke, men of GREAT POWER from the chair I sit in.. and from the
chair that most people I know sit in.]

I have been to the so called bottom of life.. zero.. nothing.. and
stand in fear of LOSING ALL HOPE THAT I WOULD EVEN LIVE. that's pretty
low.

I have hurt people, I've cursed, lied, stole, cheated, pistol whipped,
fornicated, adultrated, sorcer'd, bewitched, cast down, crushed, hated,
envious, malcious, proud, boastful and so forth... I know the man I am
inside and out, but nobody loves me like I love myself. in spite of
KNOWING the worst things about myself

yeah.. you know all about you, when it won't nobody looking.
you know all about you

and people are too consumed too pre-occupied with either self hate,
malice, envy, jealousy, desperation, frustration and libation...
everyman has gone his own way! every female.
this just speaks of the world we live in. not the times.

I am too pre-occupied wondering who I am. my fear is that I am living
beneath my priveledge.
I have to follow my heart. I once walked by the rule of my heart, I
loved my ideas and I did most of them (exactly)...

greatness gives birth to greatness

I know a man who every time I am around him I make money.
I know a man who every time Im around him, he will lead you to
wander...
shiftless and aimless.. no purpose, no agenda.. wooo, i gotta get away
from you!

water seeks it's own level
birds of a feather...
you're known by the company you keep

always careful to entertain strangers, it could be another angel

angels angels

we kick and fight till we need something or somebody bigger than us our
own hearts and minds tell us the whole, we are not ignorant of the
knowledge put within us

knowledge aint jack without wisdome, the ability to apply knowledge
what good is facts if you don't know how to apply them

everything a child will ever learn they learn before they are 4 and 5
years old, the rest is just facts to retain, I bring that little bit up
just to set myself against the tarradiddles on here.

why why why

I mean.. why should I come here and get a daily dose of negativity.
well.. its' not all negative. some of it is stimulating.. but not much!

and sometimes you have to go fishing, you have to try..
if you are going to have friends you have to be friendly

there is alot of open raw sewer on usenet

<prtprtprtprtprt prtpr, -L. finishes her coke, she's just sitting there
chewing, knees together, the popcorn on the floor beside her, one hand
on the edge of her seat>

==SHUCK AND JIVE WILL BE BACK AFTER A QUICK RE-UP ON CATFOOD, KEROSENE,
AND GAS...=== yes.. oil! oil oil oil

im not mad
and by no means angry

just doing some touch up on the pictures being painted around here

ok
I was thinking last night, how could I get them all spayed at the same
time
like you said, about 150.00 per kitten.. 300 for 2, 600 for 4, that's..
750.00 for all of them.
and believe me, I would put a new kitten on a cracker and eat them up
two at the time...

i am going to have my fun.. can't wait! kittens all under the covers
while im trying to sleep... showing up ANYWHERE. it's going to blow
Lucies mind!... I really want to try and get some decent pics

but then I thought.. after the fun is over, how would I give them away,
to who? give them away to that compulsive bunch at wal-mart?
a crowd of people in front of walmart... waiting to buy a psp game
thingy...
when the doors open.. one man is shoved into a flag pole.. his face was
all tore up

someone thought i'd probably have them euth'd.. but actually I hadn't
thought of that.

I took a litter of kittens to walmart once.. I liked the people I gave
them to
it seemed plenty fair to the kitten

i just checkd on the kittens, i wanted to wait a few days and be
surprised..
there's 2 nice rich looking tabbies
two darker solid grays... could be black? how black is a black kitten?
one super light grey.. with some tabby marks around the feet she has
whilte around her mouth... they all do! it's milk

they're in their fighitng over ninny.. scratching at each other
fighting.. face to face..
going for it! lol..

jupe is real cool with me looking in
i have a kero heater near her house... it's plenty warm
and, this kero heater burns very clean.. so it's not smoking or fuming
them up
I have about 8 of these heaters... plenty in case of below zero weather
if the lights go out.. I can still cook and wash my eyes.