I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
However. I got the 10% borderline, which is much better than the other 20%
definitely malignant, I know.
It's still scary. I won't know what it all really means until I go to the
hospital on June 29.
Sometimes I hesitate to post things such as this because it's depressing for
you all to read when your life is happy and I really don't want to spoil it.
I won't say any more except if anyone feels they could post a few hugs to
get me through until the hospital appointment, it might help. It always
does.
It has nothing to do with cats. sorry, except it's important that I live for
a long time for Kitty & Boyfriend.
Tweed
jmcquown - 17 Jun 2005 19:21 GMT
> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign
> would mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
You've got hugs from me and purrs from Persia! Now get your chin up; you
said you never win raffles but I think you're past due and this is one
you're going to win :)
Jill
Julie Cook - 17 Jun 2005 19:26 GMT
{{{{{Tweed}}}}} It matters to us because You matter to us and you should
never hesitate to ask for a purr or a hug when you feel that you need
one. My five furry babies are sending lots of warm, rumbly purrs for you
and for a good prognosis. They also send gentle headbutts (except for
Barnabus who hasn't learned that headbutts should be gentle and he'll
move your whole body with his headbutts). I'm sending best wishes and hugs.
Julie
> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
> mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
Jen M. - 17 Jun 2005 21:49 GMT
Much love and healing purrs to you Hon! Keep posting--it helps to get it out
and not be so large or jumbled inside. A friend of mine calls this
'knitting' things together.
If I may--I would like to suggests at least two authors for you: Louise Haye
and Carolyn Myss. Wonderful books they have on self-healing with remarkable
results. I have seen, and experienced, this first hand to know that it is
genuine. I don't mean the fu-fu stuff when I suggest this.
Sincerely,
Jen
>{{{{{Tweed}}}}} It matters to us because You matter to us and you should
>never hesitate to ask for a purr or a hug when you feel that you need
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>> Tweed
Howard C. Berkowitz - 18 Jun 2005 00:09 GMT
> Much love and healing purrs to you Hon! Keep posting--it helps to get it
> out
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> is
> genuine. I don't mean the fu-fu stuff when I suggest this.
Hugs and purrs -- and I have some very serious medical texts on the
shelf that have chapters on how visualization, self-healing, etc., can
cause beneficial changes in the immune system.
Another way of looking at the situation is that buying time can truly be
important, either because a new treatment becomes available, or the body
uses some of its own healing methods. For example, I had a quadruple
heart bypass. Within six months of the surgery, two of the bypass grafts
stopped up, and I was again having angina.
As it happened, I was a member of a health maintenance organization that
refused to work up the problem -- it wasn't obvious without additional
tests that the vessels had closed. I found a research program at the
National Institutes of Health, where I've been a volunteer in mostly
diagnostic cardiac methods for over ten years. By then, my heart
ejection fraction, a measure of pumping efficiency, had dropped to
around 35%, just above where congestive heart failure starts. My heart
was enlarging in a not-good way.
They confirmed the diagnosis, but then got very aggressive on using
drugs to relieve symptoms, and, indeed, I am on an exceptionally long
list. As they relieved symptoms, they also gave some previously unknown
good genetics time to work. My bad genetics had caused coronary artery
disease in my thirties.
I was kept healthy long enough for my heart to "recollateralize itself",
where normally microscopic blood vessels in the heart muscle enlarged,
essentially a do-it-yourself bypass. The heart enlargement went back to
normal, and my last ejection fraction, about a year ago, was 65% -- the
lower edge of the athletically conditioned range.
The rate of introduction of new and effective cancer treatments is
shocking even to experienced scientists. Some of the newer breast cancer
treatment studies are now beginning not to talk remission, but cure.
Previously quickly lethal childhood leukemias have a 70% or better
complete cure rate.
One bone tumor type, osteogenic sarcoma, tends to be a disease of
adolescents or young adults. It is fairly distinctive on X-ray. I've
read some poignant autobiographies of physicians in the 1930s and 1940s
diagnosing it in a colleague, and, while the words were never said out
loud, prescribing a supply of narcotics that would be lethal if taken at
the same time.
Treatment did improve somewhat, so that there was a chance with
immediate amputation, far above the tumor. Osteogenic sarcoma near the
ankle might call for mid-thigh amputation.
Today, it's often curable, controllable quickly, and may need no surgery
at all.
This kind of progress is not science fiction. There are no guarantees,
but there is every reason to believe that improved treatments will be
available to you in the time you have gained. Getting involved in
research programs is often a good idea.
SuzQ - 18 Jun 2005 00:29 GMT
[[[[[[[[[[Hugs sweety]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
You will get through this. There will be days when you're not thrilled
about it, but one day you will be healthy again. Purrs
Suz&Spicey
Pamela Shirk - 18 Jun 2005 23:41 GMT
> The rate of introduction of new and effective cancer treatments is
> shocking even to experienced scientists. Some of the newer breast cancer
> treatment studies are now beginning not to talk remission, but cure.
> Previously quickly lethal childhood leukemias have a 70% or better
> complete cure rate.
Rob often points out that 20 years ago, they would have told him to make the
best of his time left on earth, scooped out what they could, and hoped that
they didn't do any damage that would make his life much worse. The tumor in
the back of his head, where the automatic systems are regulated, like heart,
breathing, and perspiration, would have killed him a year or two ago. The
new pin point radiation treatments, and cancer drugs that can actually get
past the brain barrier have been developed in the last 20 years (Timodar
went into trials five years ago, IIRC) and the quality of life for those
with brain cancers will never be the same again. As I keep telling people,
the life expectancy for those with Rob's type of brain cancer used to be 2
to 15 years, now all bets are off.
Still sending hugs and purrs to you Tweed. You're a special lady and Kitty
FC and Boyfriend are lucky to own you.
Pam S. grateful for any time medicine has given us together (and another
medical miracle, 30 to 40 years ago, diabetics rarely lived longer than five
years after diagnosis)
Howard C. Berkowitz - 19 Jun 2005 02:53 GMT
> > The rate of introduction of new and effective cancer treatments is
> > shocking even to experienced scientists. Some of the newer breast
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> five
> years after diagnosis)
Quite a bit of drama surrounded the introduction of insulin, partially
due to the Nobel Prize committee's rule that it could only be awarded to
three people -- and, perhaps for the first but not for the last time,
there were four people that deserved credit. The prize was awarded to
Banting and MacLeod in 1923, and Banting shared his award with Best.
Collip also deserves considerable credit.
One of the first patients for insulin was a young, dying physician named
George Minot.
In 1934, Minot was one of the three recipients of the Nobel Prize for
the treatment of pernicious anemia.
We know that discoveries build on one another, but the linkage between
these two is eerie.
Monique Y. Mudama - 17 Jun 2005 19:31 GMT
> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
> mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
Well, I for one don't at all mind getting updates, good or bad. I
can't imagine how scary this must be for you!
*hug*

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Catnipped - 17 Jun 2005 19:42 GMT
> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
> mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
{{{{{{{{{{Tweed}}}}}}}}}} Tons of purrs coming that you'll get good news
when you go in.
Hugs,
CatNipped
Jane - 17 Jun 2005 20:00 GMT
Depressing? Not at all! I'd rather read this now, when I can send
prayers and happy thoughts your way, then read it when I'm in a down
mood and can't even get myself out of the hole. Don't feel bad about
posting your news to us. We are a community and we take care of each
other. We are THERE to support you! (when KFC and BF can't, that is)
Jane
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>Sometimes I hesitate to post things such as this because it's depressing for
>you all to read when your life is happy and I really don't want to spoil it.
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>
>Tweed
Kreisleriana - 17 Jun 2005 20:01 GMT
>I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
>mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
>Tweed
(((((((((Christina))))))))))) Revving up the purrs.
Theresa
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Adrian - 17 Jun 2005 20:17 GMT
> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign
> would mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
Hugs and purrs, the Song Thrush is still singing for you.

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Debra Berry - 17 Jun 2005 21:00 GMT
Many hugs, purrs, and positive thoughts! I'm not really sure what that
stuff means but I hope the news is good at the hospital appointment.
Debbie
dberry@mitre.org
> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
> mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
Ann - 17 Jun 2005 21:38 GMT
Huggs and purrs on the way.
Ann

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>I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
>mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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> Tweed
W. Leong - 17 Jun 2005 21:50 GMT
Hugs and purrs from me and my purrsday cat Rusty. He just turned 11
and we have our 10th anniversary today. You will have many good
years with Kitty & Boyfriend.
Winnie
>I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
>mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
Irulan - 17 Jun 2005 22:19 GMT
Not depressing for us at all, Tweed. We like to know what is going on with
you, so post away.
We are always including you in our prayers.
Jazz & his mama

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from the stars we come
to the stars we return
from now until the end of time
>I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
>mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
Karen - 17 Jun 2005 23:41 GMT
> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
> mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
No, you NEED to tell us when you have those fears because sometimes, it
helps to see it in black and white. Makes it a little more handleable
somehow. (((((((hugs))))))
Shirley - 17 Jun 2005 23:51 GMT
>I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign
>would mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
> However. I got the 10% borderline, which is much better than the
> other 20% definitely malignant, I know.
> It's still scary. I won't know what it all really means until I go
> to the hospital on June 29.
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{{{{{{{Christina}}}}}}}}
> Sometimes I hesitate to post things such as this because it's
> depressing for you all to read when your life is happy and I really
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>
> Tweed
Your friends here would be upset if you didn't give them the
opportunity to support you through this very difficult time.
Purrs and healing thoughts coming your way from the furry ones and
myself.

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Melissa Houle - 18 Jun 2005 00:44 GMT
> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
> mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
GREAT big hugs, Tweed. I know it's scary facing this. I certainly would
be scared. You probably wish you could hide under the bed, or run away from
it all. Alas these things must be faced and dealt with before they have a
chance to get any worse. Early treatment of possible cancers is the best key
to surviving it. You know we're all on your side, hugging and purring
mightily for a good ultimate outcome.
Courage! It's still a better diagnosis than the one you feared you'd get,
right? You'll beat this, I know you will. It's important to keep the good
endorphins flowing.
{{{Hugs, Tweed}}}
Melissa
Elise - 18 Jun 2005 01:07 GMT
> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
> mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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> It has nothing to do with cats. sorry, except it's important that I live for
> a long time for Kitty & Boyfriend.
Hugs, purrs and soothing, healing thoughts will continue to come your
way as long as they are needed.
We'll cheer about the good stuff AND lend support through the bad stuff,
so don't be concerned about posting your thoughts/fears/worries. We
care. That's why we're here.

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Yowie - 18 Jun 2005 01:55 GMT
>I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
>mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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> It has nothing to do with cats. sorry, except it's important that I live
> for a long time for Kitty & Boyfriend.
Aww, hugs Tweed.
I know telling you not to worry is going to about the same as telling the
sun not to rise in the morning, but we're praying and purring for you - that
*has* to have some sort of positive effect.
Yowie
Smokie Darling (Annie) - 18 Jun 2005 02:25 GMT
> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
> mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
(((((Tweed)))))
There are never words, in any language, to say what someone means. I'm
very bad at it. I know that you do not know me, but for some reason I
feel a distinct, almost need, to reach out to you.
You cannot know how I feel, just as I cannot know how you feel. You
are probably wondering what this weird idiot is doing, and you would
not be alone in doing so. I am weird, and sometimes I'm just a little
too open, emotionally, for my own good.
It has everything to do with cats, since that is how we have all found
each other.
Know that you are in my prayers (songs), that you have been since I
first heard of the possibilities for you. I do not know why, but it is
important, and not just important to me. You are and shall remain in
my heart.
Hvse komate rakvwapketv (sun will rise again), Hvresse komate
rakvwapketv (moon will rise again). Pvnne mucvsat hvtvm fvcke hesaketv
(the valley is full of life), Nokuse vcayecetv ece estofis (Bear
preserve/protect you always).
Smokie Darling (Annie) - who thought you might like to know what she
was saying for a change. Lame as it is, it is one of my favorite songs.
badwilson - 18 Jun 2005 06:14 GMT
Of course! Many hugs and purrs coming up. And never be afraid to
ask, it's not depressing to read about how you're doing. I'm
interested and concerned.
--
Britta
"There is no snooze button on a cat who wants breakfast." -- Unknown
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> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign
> would mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be
positive.
> However. I got the 10% borderline, which is much better than the
> other 20% definitely malignant, I know.
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>
> Tweed
Marina - 18 Jun 2005 08:35 GMT
> Sometimes I hesitate to post things such as this because it's depressing for
> you all to read when your life is happy and I really don't want to spoil it.
> I won't say any more except if anyone feels they could post a few hugs to
> get me through until the hospital appointment, it might help. It always
> does.
Please don't hesitate to post about how you feel. We all want to help
you get over this. {{{Tweed}}}

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Exocat - 18 Jun 2005 08:51 GMT
Cornish hugs (they're big ones) duly sent from us lot
Purrs too!
Gordon, Bandit, Snowball & Raki
>I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign
>would mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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> It has nothing to do with cats. sorry, except it's important that I
> live for a long time for Kitty & Boyfriend.
Steve Touchstone - 18 Jun 2005 08:56 GMT
>I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
>mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
[quoted text clipped - 9 lines]
>It has nothing to do with cats. sorry, except it's important that I live for
>a long time for Kitty & Boyfriend.
(((((((((((((((Christina)))))))))))))
Purrs that you'll receive good news on the 29th

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C Schmidt - 18 Jun 2005 18:15 GMT
Bear, Davey and Sallie are purring REALLY hard, but when I get Bunne going
the Purr Meter is going to bust!
All good thoughts-
Cindy
dopekitty - 18 Jun 2005 20:38 GMT
> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
> mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
Hugs and lotso purrs coming your way hon!
Kristy
Lisa Katt - 18 Jun 2005 22:48 GMT
Hugs and purrs
from Elisabet and Hugo Katt
>I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
>mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
>Tweed
Sam Nash - 19 Jun 2005 00:21 GMT
>I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
>mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
{{{{{{{{{{ Tweed }}}}}}}}}} (from Sam) and
Pur-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-r Pur-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-r-r (from Smokey and
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Jeanette - 19 Jun 2005 01:28 GMT
> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
> mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
> However. I got the 10% borderline, which is much better than the other 20%
> definitely malignant, I know.
> It's still scary.
Of course it is. Hugs and purrs on their way to you Christina.
Love
Jeanette
polonca12000 - 19 Jun 2005 09:53 GMT
You can have all the hugs, purrs and best wishes you need, Christina. I
would be scared also, so I hope that the doctor(s) at the hospital can put
your mind at ease.
We are thinking of you,

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> I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
> mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
> Tweed
glsummer@neptunelink.com - 20 Jun 2005 16:20 GMT
>I was hoping that the 70 per cent chance of my tumour being benign would
>mean it would apply to me, as I was trying hard to be positive.
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>
>Tweed
{{{{{{{{{{Tweed}}}}}}}}}}}}
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