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Cheryl - 25 Nov 2004 04:13 GMT
Some of you know I was upset that the baby angel that I put on Eric's
grave soon after he died was gone this summer, and I do understand
because trinkets of this sort aren't exactly "approved" as grave
decorations. Still, it hurt; the angel I put on his grave meant a lot
to me because when I saw it, it touched me, it was a baby angel
laying down sleeping. I found another one and it isn't the same but
it is still a sleeping angel. The picture was hard to take; it is
white and it is really washed out, but I think you can sort of see
it. It is an angel baby with his head resting on his hand, sleeping.
It is about 4" high and I hope that since the grass mowing season is
over now, it can stay there for a while. I'm going tomorrow to place
it on his grave. Since Christmas is coming very soon, I think I am
ready to put more decorations there. Every time I visit the cemetary,
I see so many decorations and I wonder how can they do that, how can
they lovingly pick out things at the store that they know are going
to be sitting on the grave of one that they love. I fall apart when I
even look at this angel.

http://tinyurl.com/4auwa

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Tanada - 25 Nov 2004 04:33 GMT
> It is an angel baby with his head resting on his hand, sleeping.
> It is about 4" high and I hope that since the grass mowing season is
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>
> http://tinyurl.com/4auwa

Cheryl, that is a beautiful angel.  I think Eric would be pleased with
your caring enough to find something so sweet for him.  I must admit, it
wasn't until we came to the south/south east that we saw all those
cemeteries decorated for the holidays.  I'm used to flowers, but not
Christmas trees, lights, and decorations.  Actually, I find it touching
that people care enough to visit those they love and do something
special in their memory.

If, as is probable (given the circumstances) Rob should go before me,
I'll be looking to you to help me though the grieving process.  I've
lost parents and other relatives, but none I love as much as I do Rob
and the kids.  I didn't know if I'd be able to handle the grief; but
thanks to you, I know I'll make it.  It will hurt like h*ll, but I'll
make it.

Pam S. loving Cheryl for her bravery and willingness to share it with us
gracecat - 25 Nov 2004 05:39 GMT
I won't do another funeral until it's a parental one Pam, love you dearly...
but I think I do like the idea of an RPCA "mourners" support group. And I
fully intend to be there when you'll need us the most. I plan to spend a
couple days with you when family is gone, you've rested a bit. Two weeks or
so after, your house looks like poo and everybody is "giving you space". You
don't want space, you want someone who cares about the laundry and the three
day old pot in the sink. Or groceries..

Cheryl, it just doesn't seem right to *not* buy Eve a christmas present,
something she can use. But logically that's not possible. I don't want to
put twinkling anything at her spot, maybe a burning candle or two.

>  >
> > It is an angel baby with his head resting on his hand, sleeping.
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>
> Pam S. loving Cheryl for her bravery and willingness to share it with us
Tanada - 25 Nov 2004 06:14 GMT
> I won't do another funeral until it's a parental one Pam, love you dearly...
> but I think I do like the idea of an RPCA "mourners" support group. And I
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> something she can use. But logically that's not possible. I don't want to
> put twinkling anything at her spot, maybe a burning candle or two.

Gracie, I'll hold you to that.  I'll need someone just to remind me to
feed the owners by that time, let alone do dishes or vacuum.  The idea
of being without Rob is enough to send me into abandonment dreams.

I think that burning a candle or two, or putting some little bouquet on
Eve's place is an excellent idea.  I bet she loved shiny things.

Pam S.
Yoj - 25 Nov 2004 06:38 GMT
((((((((((Grace))))))))))

--
Joy

> I won't do another funeral until it's a parental one Pam, love you dearly...
> but I think I do like the idea of an RPCA "mourners" support group. And I
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> >
> > Pam S. loving Cheryl for her bravery and willingness to share it with us
Yowie - 25 Nov 2004 10:51 GMT
> I won't do another funeral until it's a parental one Pam, love you dearly...
> but I think I do like the idea of an RPCA "mourners" support group. And I
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> something she can use. But logically that's not possible. I don't want to
> put twinkling anything at her spot, maybe a burning candle or two.

{{{{{Cheryl}}}}} {{{{{Grace}}}}}

Cheryl's post started me weeping, by the time I finished Grace's I was
sobbing out loud.

This is what I mean when I say that the relationships here are *not*
"cyber", They're just as real, intense and sometimes just as painful as any
other.

Yowie
CatNipped - 25 Nov 2004 14:50 GMT
{{{{{{{{{{Grace}}}}}}}}}}

This first Christmas without her will be hard, there's no getting around
that   Just try to remember that she is playing on the knee of the One whom
Christmas is all about.  He will keep her safe and happy until you can be
with her again.  I'm praying that He will help you get through this.

Please, please let us know if there is anything we can do to help you - you
know we're always here for you.

Hugs,

CatNipped

> I won't do another funeral until it's a parental one Pam, love you dearly...
> but I think I do like the idea of an RPCA "mourners" support group. And I
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> >
> > Pam S. loving Cheryl for her bravery and willingness to share it with us
Christine Burel - 25 Nov 2004 16:01 GMT
The angel is beautiful, Cheryl -- Hugs and purrs to all of you who have lost
a loved one.
Christine (teary)
> I won't do another funeral until it's a parental one Pam, love you dearly...
> but I think I do like the idea of an RPCA "mourners" support group. And I
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> >
> > Pam S. loving Cheryl for her bravery and willingness to share it with us
Adrian - 26 Nov 2004 16:26 GMT
> I won't do another funeral until it's a parental one Pam, love you
> dearly... but I think I do like the idea of an RPCA "mourners"
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> don't want to put twinkling anything at her spot, maybe a burning
> candle or two.

Hugs and purrs, Grace.
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Cheryl - 27 Nov 2004 02:50 GMT
> Cheryl, it just doesn't seem right to *not* buy Eve a christmas
> present, something she can use. But logically that's not
> possible. I don't want to put twinkling anything at her spot,
> maybe a burning candle or two.

I know hon. I like the idea of a candle. Thanks for that.

*hugs*

"Tanada" <tanada@earthlink.net>
> wrote in message

>> If, as is probable (given the circumstances) Rob should go
>> before me, I'll be looking to you to help me though the
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>> Pam S. loving Cheryl for her bravery and willingness to share
>> it with us

Pam, of course. My heart hopes that will be a long long time from
now.  Hang in there. He's a miracle.

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Cheryl

Tanada - 29 Nov 2004 22:55 GMT
> Pam, of course. My heart hopes that will be a long long time from
> now.  Hang in there. He's a miracle.

Thanks, Rob is a miracle, isn't he.  He even puts up with my blondness.
 Which is a good thing, as I'm about as mentally blonde as they come.

Pam S.
Yoj - 25 Nov 2004 06:36 GMT
> Some of you know I was upset that the baby angel that I put on Eric's
> grave soon after he died was gone this summer, and I do understand
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> --
> Cheryl

((((((((((((Cheryl)))))))))))

Joy
CatNipped - 25 Nov 2004 14:45 GMT
{{{{{{{{{{Cheryl}}}}}}}}}}

I know how hard it is to get through the holidays when you're dealing with
grief - especially grief for a child.

The angel is beautiful, I'm sure Eric is smiling down at you and blessing
you with is love.

Hugs,

CatNipped

> Some of you know I was upset that the baby angel that I put on Eric's
> grave soon after he died was gone this summer, and I do understand
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> --
> Cheryl
Enfilade - 25 Nov 2004 18:53 GMT
> I know how hard it is to get through the holidays when you're dealing with
> grief - especially grief for a child.

Bright Blessings to those who are spending the first holiday season
without a loved one.

My grandmother passed away this September at the age of 98.  The
annual gathering will be hard without her--particularly to Grandpa,
who was married to her for over 70 years.

I was sorting my Yule presents the other day and found one with
Grandma's name on it.  I am not sure whether to give it to someone
else, or to keep it, or to give it to the family anyway.

--Fil
Exocat - 25 Nov 2004 19:09 GMT
I'd just like to echo what others have said more fluently. Hugs &
purrs for Cheryl, Grace, and all those who've been bereaved recently,
or even long ago but still feel things keenly.

Supportive & empathetic best wishes

Gordon & the TT

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> Some of you know I was upset that the baby angel that I put on
> Eric's
> grave soon after he died was gone this summer,
Marina - 26 Nov 2004 04:17 GMT
> Some of you know I was upset that the baby angel that I put on Eric's
> grave soon after he died was gone this summer, and I do understand
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> to be sitting on the grave of one that they love. I fall apart when I
> even look at this angel.

{{{Cheryl and Grace}}} This is a hard time of the year.

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mlbriggs - 27 Nov 2004 00:49 GMT
> Some of you know I was upset that the baby angel that I put on Eric's
> grave soon after he died was gone this summer, and I do understand
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>
> http://tinyurl.com/4auwa

Sending purrs that the little angel will stay put.May all of your memories
bring peace.   MLB
Krista - 27 Nov 2004 06:37 GMT
> Some of you know I was upset that the baby angel that I put on Eric's
> grave soon after he died was gone this summer, and I do understand
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>
> http://tinyurl.com/4auwa

((((((Cheryl))))))  The angel is beautiful.  We are sending you our best purrs.

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Krista
Adrian - 28 Nov 2004 11:50 GMT
> Some of you know I was upset that the baby angel that I put on Eric's
> grave soon after he died was gone this summer, and I do understand
[quoted text clipped - 15 lines]
>
> http://tinyurl.com/4auwa

Hugs and purrs, Cheryl. This is the hardest time of year for those of us
who've lost someone close.
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Christina Websell - 28 Nov 2004 18:08 GMT
>> Some of you know I was upset that the baby angel that I put on Eric's
>> grave soon after he died was gone this summer, and I do understand
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> Hugs and purrs, Cheryl. This is the hardest time of year for those of us
> who've lost someone close.

Absolutely agree.  Any anniversary too, like birthdays.  Many hugs, Cheryl.
New Year is now very difficult for me.  I last spoke to my mom, on the
phone, on New Year's Day 2003, to wish her Happy New Year.  She seemed ok,
was complaining that my brother had just been to visit with his (then) two
small children, and what havoc they'd created, touching and interfering with
everything.  Which is typical and normal for her, she hated her routine
disrupted.

She then said she had a pain, and described it to me.  It didn't seem
serious, so I reassured her she'd be okay, nothing to worry about.  This was
a fit woman, who rode a moped, went birdwatching, and walked all afternoon
every day to look at wildlife.
It obviously *was* serious.  My brother found her dead in bed on January
3rd.
Even though the post-mortem showed that nothing could have been done, I wish
I'd told her to get the doctor.

<guilt attack, sorry>

Tweed
CatNipped - 28 Nov 2004 18:20 GMT
> Even though the post-mortem showed that nothing could have been done, I wish
> I'd told her to get the doctor.
>
> <guilt attack, sorry>
>
> Tweed

{{{{{{{{{{Tweed}}}}}}}}}}  It's just human nature to second-guess ourselves,
but you could not have done anything and it's likely that she was happier
spending her last hours in the home she loved than she would have been in
hospital.

Hugs,

CatNipped
Christina Websell - 29 Nov 2004 23:05 GMT
>> Even though the post-mortem showed that nothing could have been done, I
> wish
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>
> CatNipped

Thank you.  I know you are right - or at least my head does.  It's just that
my heart hasn't quite caught up yet.

Tweed
jXwXeXrXmXoXnXt@sonic.net - 29 Nov 2004 02:39 GMT
> She then said she had a pain, and described it to me. It didn't
> seem serious, so I reassured her she'd be okay, nothing to worry
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> could have been done, I wish I'd told her to get the doctor.
> <guilt attack, sorry

Did she die of a heart attack? If so, where was she feeling the pain?

I ask because a lot of women experience heart attack symptoms
differently from what we think of as the classic symptoms, ie, pain
and pressure in the chest, shortness of breath, cold sweats, nausea,
and so on. Those are typical male symptoms, but men's and women's
circulatory systems are a bit different. What I've read is that women
have a lot more small, branching veins, so their discomfort during a
heart attack can be more diffuse, rather than a sharp, focused pain
in one area. My grandmother had a heart attack, and her only symptom
was pain in her *jaw*.

Anyway, I'm only assuming this was the situation with your mom, since
I don't know. And I hope this isn't coming across as too coldly
clinical-sounding. No matter how you make peace with what you did or
didn't say, it's still very painful to lose your mom.

<<<Purrs>>>

Joyce
John F. Eldredge - 29 Nov 2004 03:35 GMT
> > She then said she had a pain, and described it to me. It didn't
> > seem serious, so I reassured her she'd be okay, nothing to worry
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>clinical-sounding. No matter how you make peace with what you did or
>didn't say, it's still very painful to lose your mom.

I am sorry to hear about Christina's mom.   My mother died of
congestive heart failure, but lab results, which the doctor didn't
get back until the day after she died, showed that she had had a
heart attack about one week prior to her death.

Incidentally, when I had my heart attack in 1999, the pain was a
diffuse aching in my left arm, the _right_ side of my chest, and in
the right side of my jaw.  So, heart attacks in men don't always have
the classic symptoms either.

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> the right side of my jaw.  So, heart attacks in men don't always have
> the classic symptoms either.

John, that's another example of a mysterious pain that has to be
evaluated. What you describe certainly isn't out of the spectrum of
heart attack presentations, just as my back pain was not. I'm sure the
first physicians needed to rule out some other possibilities, but you
clearly got to someone in time. I'm glad.
Christina Websell - 29 Nov 2004 23:16 GMT
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> the right side of my jaw.  So, heart attacks in men don't always have
> the classic symptoms either.

I'm sure you're right, John.  It is not always clutch chest and drop to the
floor.  Maybe we all ought to learn more about it to know what to look for.

Tweed
Howard Berkowitz - 29 Nov 2004 04:29 GMT
>  > She then said she had a pain, and described it to me. It didn't
>  > seem serious, so I reassured her she'd be okay, nothing to worry
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> in one area. My grandmother had a heart attack, and her only symptom
> was pain in her *jaw*.

Cardiac events, in general, can manifest differently than many people
expect. Now, while it's been a while, I have been through advanced
cardiac life support training (wasn't eligible for certification since I
wasn't in an emergency services unit), and have quite a bit of
experience with cardiology and internal medicine.

One evening, while having dinner with friends, I found I couldn't seem
to get comfortable in my chair at the restaurant. At first, it felt as
if I had twisted my upper back.  Somewhat later, it felt like an upset
stomach, and then again an achy back.  

I was home by this point, and got into a hot tub trying to work out the
kinks.  After some minutes, I realized the pain, which was under my left
shoulderblade, was now radiating into my arm, and I was sweating far
more than I should be. There also began to be some actual chest pain.
So, it was a good two hours after the first twinge when the picture
suddenly came together for me, I cursed, rolled out of the tun, got on a
bathrobe, and headed for the phone to call 911. By the time I got to it,
the pain was severe and I was gasping. I don't think I was in denial, so
this is an example of even where a trained person doesn't recognize
atypical symptoms.  

It happened that this was unstable angina rather than a true heart
attack.  While I do now have some scarring in my heart, I always acted
quickly enough to get intervention to prevent further damage -- and,
indeed, a good deal of the damage has reversed.

The lesson is that a mysterious pain that won't go away really needs to
be evaluated.  Even once I was in the emergency room, the basic tests
were all negative. The symptoms, and that they were relieved by
nitroglycerin, made a clinical diagnosis.  Only after I had heart stress
imaging were the details apparent.

> Anyway, I'm only assuming this was the situation with your mom, since
> I don't know. And I hope this isn't coming across as too coldly
> clinical-sounding. No matter how you make peace with what you did or
> didn't say, it's still very painful to lose your mom.

Let me also purr, because I have a case of a what-if in my family,
something that hits me emotionally although I know objectively I
couldn't have made a difference. My father-in-law [1] called us one
night to say he was in the hospital, hurting, and they weren't sure what
was wrong with him.

He told us he had complained of a backache for about two weeks, and had
been going for repeated chiropractic sessions. Now, I know chiropractors
that are responsible and work well with other healthcare practitioners,
but this jerk was one of those that believed chiropractic cured
everything.

I asked a few questions about the nature of the pain, and promptly got
scared. What he was describing, and apparently had been going on for a
couple of weeks, was absolutely classic for a problem with an internal
organ -- it wasn't remotely like a back problem. Any nurse, paramedic,
or physician should have recognized this and gotten him to an ER --
except the chiropractor didn't recognize it.

By the next morning, a ruptured aortic aneurysm had been diagnosed. He
was in Corpus Christi, TX, which, at the time, had no open-heart
surgical capability.  They were considering if they could stabilize him
enough to get to Houston, but he died soon after.

Even if he had been in the hands of a competent heart surgeon when the
pain first hit, his chances of survival, at the time, would have been no
better than 50-50.  But, Christina, I always ask myself the same sort of
what-ifs: what if I had just happened to call earlier? We typically
spoke on the phone a couple of times a month. I really believe that I
could have gotten enough information to convince him something was
seriously wrong and to get to an ER -- if I had spoken to him in time.
Sherry - 29 Nov 2004 06:22 GMT
>The symptoms, and that they were relieved by
>nitroglycerin, made a clinical diagnosis.  Only after I had heart stress
>imaging were the details apparent.

IMO, the only positive diagnostic for blockages in the heart is a heart cath.
Six months before I had my bypass, I had had a treadmill stress test, thalium
test, and ultrasound of the heart. I was pronounced fit as a fiddle by one of
the leading cardiologsts in the state. Six months later I had severe jaw pain
ONLY, and if it were not for an ER doctor who just had a hunch because of my
family history, and ordered a heart cath, I'd be dead. I had four arteries
almost completely occluded.
Again, especially to the ladies, if you have pain that won't go away, don't let
some cardiologist blow you off because you've had some stress test, ultrasound
or thalium test. They don't like to do heart caths, because there's greater
risk involved (and they cost the insurance company a lot more money)...but
again, IMO, anything else is worthless.

Sherry
Howard Berkowitz - 29 Nov 2004 15:23 GMT
> >The symptoms, and that they were relieved by
> >nitroglycerin, made a clinical diagnosis.  Only after I had heart stress
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> money)...but
> again, IMO, anything else is worthless.

While cardiac catheterization is the gold standard, I have to disagree
that it is always necessary as the first step in all cases.  It is an
invasive procedure that, admittedly in a small number of patients, can
produce problems, such as perforation of the heart wall. It's not
terribly dangerous -- I've had several as a research volunteer. It's not
necessarily benign, and isn't necessarily the most cost-effective
technique to use first.  It is indicated when less invasive tests don't
show disease but the patient has symptoms.

Treadmill stress EKGs aren't particularly good. Stess echocardiography
wuth a chemical, not exercise test, isn't really the ideal test,
although there are major technical improvements in the recent past -- it
is a superb test for valvular problems and abnormalities of wall motion.  
The problem is that a small heart attack may have occurred, or the
vessels are significantly blocked and need intervention, but this may
not always produce visible wall motion.

SPECT nuclear scanning using thallium, sestamibi, etc., are reasonable
techniques. There are also improvements in the drugs used to do stress
test. Finding pathology on SPECT can justify going immediately to a
combined cath and angioplasty.  If it's uncertain if the lesion can be
approached with a catheter, or that bypass surgery is likely, a separate
cath is indicated.

There is very rapid progress in cardiac MRI, which may put it on an
accuracy level with catheterization -- yet is noninvasive and lower cost.

Howard

(7 caths, 2 angioplasties, quadruple bypass)
Sherry - 29 Nov 2004 16:01 GMT
>While cardiac catheterization is the gold standard, I have to disagree
>that it is always necessary as the first step in all cases.

I did not mean to imply it was the necessary first step. But IMO, cardiologists
are too quick to blow women off with symptoms. Especially young ones.  If I
heard "it's stress related" one more time from a cardiologist, I would have had
to smack him. It still amazes me that no one really factored in my family
history, my mother dead at 42, my grandfather at 52 from heart disease.  If
other issues (gastrointestinal, gall bladder, etc.) after the initial cardiac
testing is done are ruled out, then yeah, a heart cath should be ordered.
Sherry
Howard Berkowitz - 29 Nov 2004 16:49 GMT
> >While cardiac catheterization is the gold standard, I have to disagree
> >that it is always necessary as the first step in all cases.
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> testing is done are ruled out, then yeah, a heart cath should be ordered.
> Sherry

It's mot just cardiologists. There's substantial data that physicians
often minimize womens' complaints, and will prescribe lesser pain
medication for the same indication.  This tendency does seem to be
lesseing.
Seanette Blaylock - 29 Nov 2004 23:24 GMT
Howard Berkowitz <hcb@gettcomm.com> had some very interesting things
to say about Re: OT - New Angel:

>There is very rapid progress in cardiac MRI, which may put it on an
>accuracy level with catheterization -- yet is noninvasive and lower cost.

What about ultrasound? I had that once, when our family doctor sent me
to a cardiologist in an effort to pin down why I'd had two odd little
blackouts [years ago, hasn't recurred].

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Howard Berkowitz - 29 Nov 2004 23:51 GMT
> Howard Berkowitz <hcb@gettcomm.com> had some very interesting things
> to say about Re: OT - New Angel:
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> to a cardiologist in an effort to pin down why I'd had two odd little
> blackouts [years ago, hasn't recurred].

Conventional ultrasound is very good for lots of things, but principally
imaging things that move. It can't easily see blocked arteries, because
they don't move -- you can infer arterial problems because the muscle
they supply doesn't move, but there can be other reasons for it. Some
newer techniques may give it better ability to image static objects,
which would be very good since it's probably the cheapest and least
hazardous form of imaging. One of the new methods, for example, involves
injecting harmless "microbubbles" that give contrast to blocked areas,
but this is still expensive.

In your case, it could be that the doctor was also looking for valve
abnormalities, which are harder to see on catheterization and not at all
with nuclear scanning (SPECT).

There are some very interesting developments where extremely small
ultrasound sensors can be passed into a blood vessel. This, for example,
lets the physician find a blockage with the fluoroscopic view during
catheterization, but then turns on the ultrasound to analyze the content
and internal structure of the blockage.  Different techniques may work
better on different kinds of blockage -- balloons, lasers, mechanical
abrasion, or stents.
Seanette Blaylock - 30 Nov 2004 04:32 GMT
Howard Berkowitz <hcb@gettcomm.com> had some very interesting things
to say about Re: OT - New Angel:

>> What about ultrasound? I had that once, when our family doctor sent me
>> to a cardiologist in an effort to pin down why I'd had two odd little
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>abnormalities, which are harder to see on catheterization and not at all
>with nuclear scanning (SPECT).

Could be, since I do have a mild congenital heart murmur.

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Howard Berkowitz - 30 Nov 2004 15:08 GMT
> Howard Berkowitz <hcb@gettcomm.com> had some very interesting things
> to say about Re: OT - New Angel:
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>
> Could be, since I do have a mild congenital heart murmur.

That makes sense, then. Was there exercise or chemical stress before the
echo? If not, it was almost certainly for the valve. To find infarct
("heart attack" scar) or ischemia (reversible blood supply problem), you
need to have both a resting a stress view.
Seanette Blaylock - 30 Nov 2004 22:42 GMT
Howard Berkowitz <hcb@gettcomm.com> had some very interesting things
to say about Re: OT - New Angel:

>> Could be, since I do have a mild congenital heart murmur.
>That makes sense, then. Was there exercise or chemical stress before the
>echo? If not, it was almost certainly for the valve. To find infarct
>("heart attack" scar) or ischemia (reversible blood supply problem), you
>need to have both a resting a stress view.

Not that I recall, but I'm pretty sure I did walk over there from my
apartment [would have been half a mile or more].

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Howard Berkowitz - 01 Dec 2004 00:02 GMT
> Howard Berkowitz <hcb@gettcomm.com> had some very interesting things
> to say about Re: OT - New Angel:
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> Not that I recall, but I'm pretty sure I did walk over there from my
> apartment [would have been half a mile or more].

The kind of stress I mean is done during the exam, with a controlled
workload on (usually) a treadmill, or simulation of exertion with drugs.  
Stress testing is stressful enough that you'd probably have remembered
it.
Seanette Blaylock - 01 Dec 2004 00:34 GMT
Howard Berkowitz <hcb@gettcomm.com> had some very interesting things
to say about Re: OT - New Angel:

>> >That makes sense, then. Was there exercise or chemical stress before the
>> >echo? If not, it was almost certainly for the valve. To find infarct
[quoted text clipped - 5 lines]
>workload on (usually) a treadmill, or simulation of exertion with drugs.  
>Stress testing is stressful enough that you'd probably have remembered it.

Sounds like I would :-), and no, no such events.

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Howard Berkowitz - 01 Dec 2004 05:00 GMT
> Howard Berkowitz <hcb@gettcomm.com> had some very interesting things
> to say about Re: OT - New Angel:
[quoted text clipped - 14 lines]
>
> Sounds like I would :-), and no, no such events.

If it's any consolation, there was a letter to the editor of the New
England Journal of Medicine some years ago.  The NEJM is probably the
most prestigious medical journal, but has a certain tradition of humor.

The letter described a series of physicians undergoing stress tests,
randomized to exercise or talking about managed care. I believe they
found the latter was more stressful than jogging to exhaustion.
Seanette Blaylock - 01 Dec 2004 05:23 GMT
Howard Berkowitz <hcb@gettcomm.com> had some very interesting things
to say about Re: OT - New Angel:

>If it's any consolation, there was a letter to the editor of the New
>England Journal of Medicine some years ago.  The NEJM is probably the
>most prestigious medical journal, but has a certain tradition of humor.
>The letter described a series of physicians undergoing stress tests,
>randomized to exercise or talking about managed care. I believe they
>found the latter was more stressful than jogging to exhaustion.

[giggle]

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jXwXeXrXmXoXnXt@sonic.net - 01 Dec 2004 06:35 GMT
> The letter described a series of physicians undergoing stress tests,
> randomized to exercise or talking about managed care. I believe they
> found the latter was more stressful than jogging to exhaustion.

Hey, you could do that with anyone, not just physicians. As a consumer
I find the subject of mangled care quite stressful!

Joyce
Howard Berkowitz - 01 Dec 2004 20:24 GMT
>  > The letter described a series of physicians undergoing stress tests,
>  > randomized to exercise or talking about managed care. I believe they
[quoted text clipped - 4 lines]
>
> Joyce

You have heard of the managed care executive, who began worrying on his
deathbed of what awaited him.  Arriving at the Pearly Gates, haunted by
all the service he was denied, he was amazed to be greeted personally by
St. Peter, fitted for a halo, and escorted by angels to a magnificent
mansion.

Turning to St. Peter, he asked "why are you rewarding me when I have
hurt so many?"

St. Peter laughed and said "It's OK...you have only been approved for 48
hours of benefits. Then..." and he pointed down.
SUQKRT - 02 Dec 2004 18:43 GMT
>>  > The letter described a series of physicians undergoing stress tests,
>
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>
>hours of benefits. Then..." and he pointed down.

Good one Howard.
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Karen - 29 Nov 2004 16:48 GMT
> >The symptoms, and that they were relieved by
> >nitroglycerin, made a clinical diagnosis.  Only after I had heart stress
[quoted text clipped - 14 lines]
>
> Sherry

This is interesting. That is THREE jaw pain indicators. What kind of jaw
pain?
John F. Eldredge - 06 Dec 2004 03:56 GMT
>> >The symptoms, and that they were relieved by
>> >nitroglycerin, made a clinical diagnosis.  Only after I had heart
[quoted text clipped - 33 lines]
>This is interesting. That is THREE jaw pain indicators. What kind of
>jaw pain?

In my case, each time that I have had jaw pain in connection with
angina, it has been an aching along the right side of my lower jaw,
sometimes accompanied by a "sore throat" feeling at the junction of
my collarbones.

I now sometimes get mild angina when my blood pressure gets too high.
The doctors are tweaking my blood pressure prescriptions, trying to
find what gives the best results.

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jXwXeXrXmXoXnXt@sonic.net - 29 Nov 2004 11:35 GMT
> One evening, while having dinner with friends, I found I couldn't seem
> to get comfortable in my chair at the restaurant. At first, it felt as
> if I had twisted my upper back.  Somewhat later, it felt like an upset
> stomach, and then again an achy back.  

This is scary to me, because I've had back problems for years. Mostly
lower back, but sometimes mid or upper back. And sometimes I can pull
something "out of joint" (slang for "I have no idea what I did to myself
or exactly what is wrong, but it hurts"), and be uncomfortable for a
few days or a week. Usually when I get a pain like that, I'm not very
alarmed. I take a few motrin, and sometimes put ice on it. That's about
it. Now I've gotta worry about this??

> It happened that this was unstable angina rather than a true heart
> attack.

What's the difference between angine and a heart attack? Or, a better
question might be: what is angina, exactly? I've heard it described as
simply "heart pain". Well, OK... but what causes it? It's usually not
considered dangerous, as in, not immediately life-threatening, but
people who have it are usually watched in case it develops into something
more serious. That's my impression, anyway - is it true?

Joyce
Howard Berkowitz - 29 Nov 2004 15:31 GMT
>  > One evening, while having dinner with friends, I found I couldn't seem
>  > to get comfortable in my chair at the restaurant. At first, it felt as
[quoted text clipped - 8 lines]
> alarmed. I take a few motrin, and sometimes put ice on it. That's about
> it. Now I've gotta worry about this??

It's always a difficult call. In a cardiac event (i.e., infarct or
ischemia -- see below), there will typically be additional symptoms
after the first onset of pain.  Be very suspicious if the pain starts to
extend, especially into the shoulder or arm.  A sense of pressure on the
chest, difficulty in breathing, or severe fatigue (e.g., can't climb a
flight of stairs without major effort), in the presence of pain, is good
reason to call 911.   Unusual sweating is also a warning sign.

Another thing not to ignore is your overall sense of health. If you have
a back pain, but just generically feel sick as well, or totally
exhausted, this is also a warning that needs to be checked out.  When I
had my first attack of angina, all the basic tests were negative -- but
the clinical picture of symptoms and signs was so classic that no one
was willing to assume it wasn't cardiac.

>  > It happened that this was unstable angina rather than a true heart
>  > attack.
[quoted text clipped - 5 lines]
> people who have it are usually watched in case it develops into something
> more serious. That's my impression, anyway - is it true?

The pain in both heart attacks and angina comes from a lack of oxygen
supply to the heart muscle.  In a heart attack (myocardial infarction),
the blood vessels supplying the area are permanently damaged and the
no-longer-supplied muscle dies and turns to scar tissue.  The scarring
doesn't happen overnight, so bypass and angioplasty may be able to
create new supplies. The body also can "self-bypass" by enlarging small
blood vessels to provide a new path -- that's what has happened to me
after about 10 years of aggressive management, returning my heart
function essentially to normal.

Angina (myocardial ischemia) is a reversible event where blood supply
either stops briefly, or is inadquate, the latter typically during
exercise. There are various forms of angina, but some are associated
with a high risk of heart attack. Others may be much more stable.
Christina Websell - 29 Nov 2004 23:29 GMT
{big snip of interesting stuff}

> The lesson is that a mysterious pain that won't go away really needs to
> be evaluated.  Even once I was in the emergency room, the basic tests
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> could have gotten enough information to convince him something was
> seriously wrong and to get to an ER -- if I had spoken to him in time.

I know it's no good beating my breast about it now, but yes, Howard, I will
always wonder if anything would have been different if I'd called on January
2nd.  But I was busy.  Too busy to call my mother...
We saw each other several times a week, and telephoned a lot as well.  Those
things you just like to share like  "Guess who I saw in the supermarket?"
and "Did you hear about so-and-so, crashed his car into a house and got
breathalysed?  Twice over the limit.."  etc etc.

Hindsight is a wonderful thing.  Sometimes.  My common sense tells me no-one
can tell what is going to happen to anyone else.  Same with your
father-in-law.  Although there is more excuse for you since you weren't in
touch so much.
If you could have know what was wrong with your fil, of course you would
have helped and warned.  Ditto with me and my mom.  But neither of us did
know, and couldn't possibly have.
Terms have to be come to, as a friend of mine used to say.  Eventually, I'm
sure they will.

Tweed
Christina Websell - 29 Nov 2004 23:13 GMT
> > She then said she had a pain, and described it to me. It didn't
> > seem serious, so I reassured her she'd be okay, nothing to worry
> > about. {...}

> Did she die of a heart attack?

Yes

> If so, where was she feeling the pain?

Lower back and what she described as her "back passage."

> I ask because a lot of women experience heart attack symptoms
> differently from what we think of as the classic symptoms, ie, pain
[quoted text clipped - 5 lines]
> in one area. My grandmother had a heart attack, and her only symptom
> was pain in her *jaw*.

I must find the mail that my German friend sent me (she is a doctor who
practises only homeopathy now) describing how different the symptoms of a
heart attack can be in women.  When I find it, I'll post it so everyone can
have a look at it.  Yoiu never know, it might save a life.

[..}

> <<<Purrs>>>
>
> Joyce

Thanks.

Tweed
Jean Hobbs - 01 Dec 2004 10:27 GMT
So sorry to hear that, I was talking to my Mother the night  she went to bed
and never woke up, she didn't even say if she felt bad or not. I just told
her I'd be up at the weekend to help her do her shopping, nextday I went in
to work and was told the hospital was looking for the boss sent me into the
bottle dpt; with another Jean, and when she rang the hospital she said she
was ringing about the lady that had been found dead I nearly died myself.
   Jean. P.

> >> Some of you know I was upset that the baby angel that I put on Eric's
> >> grave soon after he died was gone this summer, and I do understand
[quoted text clipped - 41 lines]
>
> Tweed
Jean Hobbs - 01 Dec 2004 10:40 GMT
Cheryl sorry to hear about your angel being stolen, when my son died we had
his photo put on his graveand 12 or 18 months later found it all smashed
since it was a new cemetary still being worked on we put it down to a
careless lorry driver, it still broke our hearts. Your new Angel looks
lovely
        Jean.P.

> > Some of you know I was upset that the baby angel that I put on Eric's
> > grave soon after he died was gone this summer, and I do understand
[quoted text clipped - 20 lines]
> --
> Adrian
Victor Martinez - 29 Nov 2004 16:39 GMT
Sorry about the late reply, still catching up with all the messages
while I was gone.
I remember about the angel incident. I love the new angel too! I hate to
think that there are souless people who would steal from a grave.

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Cheryl - 01 Dec 2004 01:42 GMT
> Sorry about the late reply, still catching up with all the
> messages while I was gone.
> I remember about the angel incident. I love the new angel too! I
> hate to think that there are souless people who would steal from
> a grave.

I'm not so sure it was stolen - I think the cemetary crew was doing
work (they have a sign about renovations) and maybe it got in the
way, or got tossed by a lawn mower or something.

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