I made my rumble very nervous today.  He howled his distress call twice
on they way out the door and kept giving the whining meow chirp of why did
You do this daddy.  He was very nervous today where he had the cold shakes
at the office.  He did not even do his routine where he shows how brave he
is where he loves on the vet and the helpers.
    I did my best to get it over quickly and home safely.  I wrapped him in
his blanket, kept my hand scratching his chin the whole time.  Held him for
the vet to clip his nails and give his Depo shot and put the scratch cream
on his lick sores.
Everything look great and even my vet friend says he still can not believe
how well he does on the diazepam. *THANK ALL THE GODS FOR THAT*

I got him home and he does his I still love you daddy now give me a treat of
my choice routine. He is walking thru the whole house  meowing in each room
to tell every one he is home.   He is happy and home safe but why do I still
feel like a bad daddy :-(